Ashr7

From Heaven to Your Heart

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You really are the worst, no matter what I do, I feel so drawn to you. I feel the soft tendrils of magic, attracting me, drawing me in so slowly, and yet pushing me so so far away. Nothing is so priceless as your smile, your body so frail, but your mind and spirit, they make me ashamed, I want to be better, for you. I have to try harder and i must improve, for myself and for you. I must open my heart and mind, I must focus on the sounds in my ears and the senses in my spirt. I try so hard to know you, and I know I never will, but this is what is so magical about you, your mystery, Like the sky, light and delicate, but so expansive and envel

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Winter Wind

Oh fate, why are you so creul? As I sit here, waiting for death, waiting for life, I wonder. About him, about myself, about all the things I could have been or could have become. What does it matter though, if this moment is all that carries me. The immovable wind, to which I am a snowflake. What time, what place, it doesn't matter. I can see my breath in the wind, how quickly it fades. None of it upsets me, in this moment I am trying to feel content. I keep wishing that things could have been some other way, any other way. But what can I do, but die here, in the cold.

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Comfort (Lucifer x reader) Lucifer was never the kind of guy…um…archangel to ever share his feelings or tell you how he was feeling but every now and then he’d open up to you in some manner. It was late one night when you finally decided to turn in. You crawled into the hotel bed in nothing but your black – short styled underwear, pulling the blankets up to your chin as sleep slowly enveloped you. You slept soundly until you stirred for some reason about 3 hours later with your sleepy vision you looked at the digital clock by the bed. 3 AM the clock read in big red numbers then as you stretched you were suddenly ve

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May 7
United States
Deviant for 15 years
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It's hard to summarize yourself into a little box...then again some people are really good at it...

I'm Ash I'm a 20 year old, imperfect, life-hating, romantic, writer. Honestly my work summarizes me better than I can say myself. If you really want to know just read a few poems or maybe even one of my stores and you might get an idea.

I hate people but there are a few that I love, so if you feel compelled to talk to me, I'll talk back.

Current Residence: United States
Favourite style of art: Expressive, Dark, Surreal
Operating System: Snow Leopard
Favourite cartoon character: Ayato Kamina, Ritsuka Aoyagi
Personal Quote: "If you come with me I'll tell you, about the blue blood, about everything in this world.&

Favourite Games

Final Fantasy 7

Tools of the Trade

Emotion, Angst, and a whole lot of Crazy.

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Love, Meaning, Kindness....

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Ashr7

Mar 6, 2013

All that and some Swiss cheese.

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I don't write many posts, mostly because I feel like it's hard for me to vent, but now and then I have to because I feel like I haven't expressed my feelings enough. I've felt very complicated lately. I'm not working and I'm not really doing schoolwork, I just wander and do various things throughout the day. I've been trying to find the spiritual side of myself, and figure out what I'm looking for and why I have the emotional troubles that I have. I smoke a lot of pot and I haven't taken this many hikes since they forced us to as kids growing up in the mountains. I've spent a lot of time with my ex boyfriend. He's someone that I desperately

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Ashr7

Jun 29, 2011

Jealousy

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I think it's funny, I get so jealous, painfully jealous of some people. Jealousy doesn't suit me though. I think I'm the most jealous of people who seem to be able to let go, relax, be themselves, live life in the moment. In my mind I wish I was like them. My first "boyfriend" was that kind of guy. Cute, thin, he would party and fuck and take ecstasy and although his life was miserable he seemed so content, so sure of himself. In reality he was poor, he had no people who cared about him, and he had no future. He must have known that, there's no way he could deny it. He just pretended that's how he felt, and he got so good at it that he could

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Jun 20, 2011

Animal

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Sometimes I feel trapped. Like an animal in an invisible cage. I feel like I'm not meant to be here. I want to react violently to my surroundings, I want to bolt and run and chase away my fears. Everything feels so wrong, so unnatural. I can't even explain it in words. Where I am, where I'm going, it's horrifying. But it doesn't bother others in the same way. I just can't understand People look at me so strangely, like I'm so foreign to them. I can't help but feel like I'm not even the same kind of creature. I look at animals and I wonder if they feel that way. The other day I went out to the outskirts of town, where they keep horse s