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Decide
by ~Ashr7
It will be lonely...In this place, in this darkness, you are my only light. My only love.  
Without you I am nought.  
Your heart speaks through the silence, it is all I hear.  
The commencement of my existence, before I was nothing, and nothing I shall be once more...  It'll be lonely won't it? We'll be parting ways soon. It will be lonely...
by ~Ashr7
silence.It's interesting, the silence. The sound of nothing. That's the world I live in. Silence. There is no speaker, no person other than myself and the echos I produce. The things I say, the things I do. They become nothing. Only sounds descending into silence.   
I feel like I should be terrified. I feel like I should destroy myself. No doubt without this little hope I cling to I would. Because, in this world, the world I inhabit, it is lonely.   
I would say everyone's world is lonely, but that isn't true. Because, they are content, they are welcome to this reality, this existence. Not me. I was never something made for this silence.
by ~Ashr7
I am nothing else...Can you hear it? That silence?  It's deafening.   
You probably can't. You probably hear nothing. But I hear it.  It's the sound of love, the sound of faith, the sound of trust. It's the sound that a heart makes, as it longs for its companion.   
Not everyone is silent. Some are born...cursed...unable to hear it. Or maybe they choose not to. I'll never understand. But it's in everyone, that desire, that need, that fate.   
Love is what comprises our soul. And what we love is the only reason for living.   
So what of me? Why can I hear it so deafeningly? Why is it that for others it is only a w I am nothing else...
by ~Ashr7
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It's hard to summarize yourself into a little box...then again some people are really good at it...

I'm Ash I'm a 19 year old, imperfect, life-hating, romantic, writer. Honestly my work summarizes me better than I can say myself. If you really want to know just read a few poems or maybe even one of my stores and you might get an idea.

I hate people but there are a few that I love, so if you feel compelled to talk to me, I'll talk back.

Between light and darkness.

Sun Jan 17, 2010, 11:13 PM
It's the calm before the storm. I know it's coming. That feeling, the same feeling. The crazed madness, the intense loneliness, it's coming. I go through phases. I'm happy, I'm cute, I'm smiling, and I'm beautiful. Then I'm ok, and I'm quiet, and I feel nothing. Then the darkness comes. And I'm alone, and I'm cold, and there's no one who loves me.

Nothing with the world changes, my situation never changes. I'm never happy or sad or in between at the circumstances, it's all inside me. I change and in some ways it's better.

When I'm in the darkness I do feel more like myself in a lot of ways. For me it's like I've woken up from a dream, like I finally see the real world, and, although it's horrifying, I know that what I see is true.

When I'm in the light I feel like life is ok. Like I'm fine in this mediocre self. Like all of it doesn't matter all that much. I'm a sheep, and I'm content.

When I'm in gray I feel like I do now. Like I can see both sides, like I can let it all flow through me by choice. Neither feels real, and what I am now seems just as benign as the two.

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  • Listening to: Lady Ga Ga
  • Reading: Love Neko
  • Playing: with emotion
  • Eating: frozen salad

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: United States
  • Interests: Love, Meaning, Kindness....
  • Favourite style of art: Expressive, Dark, Surreal
  • Favourite game: Final Fantasy 7
  • Favourite cartoon character: Ayato Kamina, Ritsuka Aoyagi
  • Personal Quote: "If you come with me I'll tell you, about the blue blood, about everything in this world.&
  • Tools of the Trade: Emotion, Angst, and a whole lot of Crazy.

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=AnimePixiePrincess Feb 1, 2010, 7:37:25 AM
hey,,

Check out my poll now..but only the numbers 1,4,5,7,9

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Who is the cute baby?
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~Artemecion Jan 17, 2010, 1:32:41 AM
Heh, hey, Ash. Haven't been around much, but yeah... thought I'd say hi. How've you been?
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~Ashr7 Jan 17, 2010, 12:58:34 PM
Oh, well... to be honest I don't know how I am. I'm kinda between worlds, you know?

Are you doing ok? I hope so. *nods*
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~Artemecion Jan 17, 2010, 5:55:44 PM
I'm okay, I think~.

*musses your hair a little* Which worlds are ya between?
:iconashr7:
~Ashr7 Jan 17, 2010, 6:47:37 PM
*smiles and blushes a bit*

I guess that's good.

Eh, I don't know. I just have some problems. *shrugs*

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*Deadly-X-Nightshade Dec 24, 2009, 4:36:18 PM
Merry Christmas!! :santa: :rudolph: :xmas: :snowing:

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~Destiny-Defiance Nov 28, 2009, 11:56:45 AM
Thankyou for the favourite, it means a lot. I appreciate it greatly :)

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=Lord-Kevinz Nov 8, 2009, 5:17:59 PM
thank you for the fave
and + Watchers

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~Ashr7 Nov 9, 2009, 9:37:50 AM
No problem, good luck with your work. *nods*
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~m-e-i-m-a-y Oct 3, 2009, 6:50:36 PM
hellooo~ long time no talk! :D

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~Spinniker Aug 4, 2009, 8:23:57 AM
Thanks for the fave!

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~Ashr7 Aug 8, 2009, 9:46:02 PM
No problem, good luck with your work. ^-^
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~Spinniker Aug 21, 2009, 1:08:46 PM
Thanks, you too.

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